Inmyfright, ’sservantsteppedforwardandwhisperedtomymother: “Madame, , .” , , pleadingmyyouthfulignoranceandirresponsibility, madeavowtooffersacrificesattheshrineshouldmyinnocentoffensebeforgivbythegods.
AtthatmomentreportcamethattheLanternProcessionwasapproaching, , whenmymotherandIvisitedmygrandparents, shemademeoffer, inallsolemnity, ourpromisedsacrificesattheShrineofThreeGates
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Earlyinmy13thyear (1904), Ilefthomeona7-dayjourneytoseeka “neweducation” , andallowedmetoseekmyowneducationanddevelopmentinthegreatworldallalonearmedonlywithamother’slove, ahabitofstudy, andalittletendencytodoubt.
Ispent6yearsinShanghai (1904–1910) and7yearsinAmerica (1910–1917).DuringmystayinShanghaiIwentthroughthreeschools (noneofwhichwasamissionaryschool) “theneweducation,” consistingchieflyofhistory,geography, English, mathematics, , ImademyfirstacquaintancewithanumberofEnglishandEuropeannovels, includingthoseofScott, Dickens, Dumaspèreandfil, Hugo, -ConfucianandNeo- ConfucianphilosophersofancientandmedievalChinaandwasdelightedinthealtruismofMoTiandthenaturalisticphilosophyofLao-tzeandChuang-tze.