Thesoulofajourneyisliberty,perfectliberty,tothink,feel,do,;toleaveourselvesbehind,-spacetomuseonindifferentmatters,whereContemplation“Mayplumeherfeathersandletgrowherwings,thatinthevariousbustleofresortwerealltooruffled,andsometimesimpair’d,”thatIabsentmyselffromthetownforawhile,-chaiseorinaTilbury,toexchangegoodthingswith,andvarythesamestaletopicsoveragain,,andthegreenturfbeneathmyfeet,awindingroadbeforeme,andthreehours’marchtodinnerandthentothinking!,Irun,Ileap,,andrevelthere,-forgottenthings,like“sunkenwrackandsunlesstreasuries,”burstuponmyeagersight,andIbegintofeel,think,,,alliterations,antitheses,argument,andanalysisbetterthanIdo;butIsometimeshadratherbewithoutthem.“Leave,oh,leavemetomyrepose!”Ihavejustnowotherbusinessinhand,whichwouldseemidletoyou,butiswithme“verystuffoftheconscience.”IsnotthiswildrosesweetwithoutacommentDoesnotthisdaisyleaptomyheartsetinitscoatofemeraldYetifIweretoexplaintoyouthecircumstancethathassoendearedittome,,andletitservemetobroodover,fromheretoyondercraggypoint,andfromthenceonwardtothefar-distanthorizonIshouldbebutbadcompanyallthatway,,whenthemoodyfitcomeson,walkorrideonbyyourself,,aneglectofothers,andyouarethinkingallthetimethatyououghttorejoinyourparty.“Outuponsuchhalf-facedfellowship,”sayI。Iliketobeeitherentirelytomyself,orentirelyatthedisposalofothers;totalkorbesilent,towalkorsitstill,’s,thathethought“itabadFrenchcustomtodrinkourwinewithourmeals,andthatanEnglishmanoughttodoonlyonethingatatime.”SoIcannottalkandthink,orindulgeinmelancholymusingandlivelyconversationbyfitsandstarts.
“Letmehaveacompanionofmyway,”saysSterne,“Wereitbuttoremarkhowtheshadowslengthenasthesundeclines.”Itisbeautifullysaid;but,inmyopinion,thiscontinualcomparingofnotesinterfereswiththeinvoluntaryimpressionofthingsuponthemind,,itisinsipid;ifyouhavetoexplainit,,,,Iliketohaveitallmyownway;andthisisimpossibleunlessyouarealone,,,,perhapsheisshortsighted,,atoneinthecolorofacloud,whichhitsyourfancy,,butanuneasycarvingafterit,andadissatisfactionwhichpursuesyouontheway,,andtakeallmyownconclusionsforgrantedtillIfinditnecessarytodefendthenagainstobjections.