WhenBeauheardCharlie'sfriendly, enthusiasticvoice, hisentirebodywentintohiscustomarywaggingfrenzyandleanagainstyourthighposition, waitingforapetting, , afrailbutlivelyeighty, violet-hairedEmmasatinbed, smiling, , andBeau, leashedandalwaysobedient, wasuponthebedlyingdownbesideher, , Max, , accordingtoCharlie, wasthespittingimageofBeau.
Thenextdoor, room114, washometoKatherine, , hugs, , , herbacktowardus, slouchedover, facingtheviewlesswindow.
, hewasatherleftside, , , , , hislongchinrestingonherlap.
IfyouknewBeau, you', .Whentheclockchimed2:30p.m., Irushedtosaygood-bye, stoodupandpulledthereluctantBeauout.
IaskedoneofthenurseswhyKatherinewascatatonic."Wedon'."
Allthewonderfulpeopleandanimalswhoblessedmylifeflashedinfrontofmyeyes, , .
EveryMondaythereafter, BeauandImadeourroundstothehospitalityroom, stoppingtomakespecialvisitsinroom112tovisitCharlieandEmma, —CharliewavingusinandEmmapattingthebed, waitingforBeau'slicks, , sittingdesolately, nosignoflifeexceptforhershallowbreathing.
, notcontentwithjust "being" , meditativedog, teachingmehowto "be" andlovequietly, assuming "theposition" forthefifteenminuteswesatateachvisit.
Onourfourthvisit, IwasreadytobypassKatherine'sroom, 'sroomandtookhisfamiliarposeonherleftside, , butsinceIhadabusinessmeetinglaterintheafternoonwithwhichIwaspreoccupied, , Iremainedquiet, ', hewouldn'tbudge.
'shandwentuptothetopofBeau', 'scustomaryresponseofnosenuzzlingandincreasedbodywagging, hecontinuedtostandlikeastatue, nevermovingfromhisspot.
Isatbackdowninsilentshock, andforthenexttenpreciousminutes, reveledinthestreamoflifeflowingbetweenKatherine'shandandBeau'-pasttwo, markingtheendofourfifteenminutes, Katherine'shandgentlyslidbackintoherlap, andBeauturnedtowalkoutofthedoor.
It''vegivenup, IamremindedofthepowerofBeau', surelyIcantoo.