, Ididn'tsetafootonyourproperty, butfromtheconditionofyourdog, Icanimaginewhatitlookslike… theword "junkyard" comestomind.
Ifoundheralongaroad, withaheavychainwrappedaroundherneck, stillattachedtorottenboardsfromherdoghouse, , judgingbywhereIfoundher, butIknewthatifshehadgottenintothewoodsthe "cross" , unlesstheydecidetoshootonefortrespassing.
Thatherribsshowed, thatherearswerefilthy, thatheroverallconditionwaspoorandthathercoatandeyesweredull, weregoodindicationsthatyoudidn', Icheckedwiththelocalauthoritiesforareportofamissingdogmatchingherdescriptionandtoseeifyou'dplaceda "lostdog" 't, 'sratherconvenient, becausethefactthatsheisnotspayed, probablyunvaccinated, andpossiblyheartwormpositive, meansthatrestoringherhealthcouldcostmearoundathousanddollars.
Perhapsitmaybesomesmallcomforttoknowthatshedoesn', herveryactofescapemadeitclearthatshe''mnotyou, thatIwon'thurther, , andthatshenolongerhastosleepoutside—infact, whenthethunderstarts, she'llgetahugandherearsrubbed, andI'llmakeafoolofmyselfwithbabytalk.
, becausesheknowsnowthatIwon'tbeather, infact, ', it'sclearshedoesnotmissyouorherformerlifeofneglectonachain.
Ofallthethingsthathavebecomeapparentfrommybriefrelationshipwithher—suchastheforgivingnatureofthedog, theirwonderfulabilitytohealandtotrust, thefactthatlovecanworkmiracles—, loyalandlovingbeinginyourlife, andyouconsignedhertoalifeoffilthandlonelinessuntilshemadethebestchoiceshe', IwilladmitthatonedayIhopetobeasgoodasshe; Ibelievesheforgaveyouwithinthefirsttwenty-fourhoursofhernewlifefortheaboutfouryearsofherprevious "life", whileIstilltrywrestlewiththepartofmethathopesthatonedayyouwillburninHell.
It'snotclearyetwhethershe'llremainhereorwhetherI'llfindheralovinghomewhereshecancountonmoreindividualattentionthanIcangiveher, butonethingiscertain, thisisonebitofstolen "property" , prosecuteme, pleadwiththecourtsthatsheisrightfullyyours… I'mconvincedthisisthebest "crime" I'', itisthatyouwillnotreplaceher, andifwehaveonespecialdaytocommemoratetogether, itisthedayIstoleyourdogandthedayshestolemyheart.