-yearsurvivorofbreastcancer, shehadsufferedtwoheartattackswhenadvancedcancerwasfoundinherlung.
Momhadstruggledtoraisethreedaughterswhileholdingafull-timejob, , Iknewonlytwothingsaboutmymother: Shehadanironwill, , shetoldmeathird:"I'vehadamiserablelife."
Mydadwasadifficultmantolivewith, butmymomdidnotcomplain, , mydadregardedherasaburden, sheandIdecidedthatshewouldmovetomyhome.
, foundtransportation, anoncologist, cardiologist, hospicecare, medicalequipment, 'sfinaldayswassimple: Shewouldlivewithlove, anddiewithgrace.
Uponherarrival, afteranexhaustingfive-hourtrip, , "Howlongdoyouthinkyourmotherhas?"
"Two, maybethreemonths." Isaid.
Thenurselookedatmesadly."Adjustyourthinking," hesaid."Shehasafewdays, ."
Myhome, smallandcomfortable, .
Weinstalledtheelectrichospitalbedandoxygenmachine, whichfrightenedthecatsfromthebedroom.I'dmovedtheirfurniture, , ontheotherhand, animmaturedogwithbadhabits, , barkedandshedmoreprofuselythanusual.
HeisOttowhowasnotafraidofthehospitalbed, 'shospitalbed, andstayed.
, , , OttoneverleftMom'sroom.
Dayspassed, andMomstartedtorally."Notunusual," Iwastold, "arallyisoftenasignofimminentdeath."
, , shecaressedthedogandwouldnotallowmetotakehim.
, afterthenurseshadgonefortheday, IheardthesoundofMom', 'sfacewithOtto'spaw, clawsretracted, caressingthesideofherchin.
Eventually, usingawalker, , , , Ottoknew, andduringthosedayshebecameherdogchild, givingherlifepurpose.
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Whenwesawtheoncologistawhileago, hepattedhimselfontheback."Ican'tbelieveit, Lula," hesaid."Ican', Ithoughtyouwereashipthathadsailed." Weletthedoctorthinkwhathelikes, butMomgivesthecredittoOtto.
Thankfully, mymotherhasputoffdying, andOttocontinuestosharehisgiftoflove—amedicinemorepotentthananydrugadoctorcouldprescribe.