第一卷 生活中的快乐自己做主HavingFuninLifebyYourself
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;theotherhalf, , andthatgivesmetheperspectivetodealwiththesurprisesofthefuture.
Let'sbenchmarktheparameters:Yes, Iwilldie.I'vedealtwiththedeathsofbothparents, abestfriend, , beforemyeyes, , anditbelongsatthebottomofthescale.
Thentherearethosehighpoints:romanceandmarriagetotherightperson;havingachildanddoingthoseDadthingslikecoachingmyson'sbaseballteam, paddlingaroundthecreekintheboatwhilehe'sswimmingwiththedogs, discoveringhiscompassionsodeepitmanifestseveninhiskindnesstosnails, hisimaginationsovividhebuildsaspaceshipfromascatteredpileofLegos.
Butthereisavastmeadowoflifeinthemiddle, wherethebadandthegoodflip-flopacrobatically.Thisiswhatconvincesmetobelieveinthe50-percenttheory.
-conditionerdied, thewellwentdry, themarriageended, thejoblost, , boundfortheirfirstWorldSeries, buoyedmyspirits.
Lookingbackonthathorriblesummer, '.The50-percenttheoryevenhelpsmeseehopebeyondmyRoyals'recentslump, afieldofstrugglingrookiessownsothatsomeyearsoonwecanreapanOctoberharvest.
Oh, yeah, thecorncrop?Forthatoneblisteringsummer, thegroundmoisturewasjustright, plantingearlyallowedpollinationbeforeheatwitheredthetops, ;fat, healthythree-to-a-stalkearsfilledwithkernelsfromheeltotip;whilemyneighbors'fieldsyieldedonlybrown, emptyhusks.
Althoughplantingspastmayhavefallenbelowthe50-percentexpectation, andtheyprobablywillagaininthefuture, Iamstillsustainedbythecropthatflourishesduringthedrought.