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大家还喜欢青鸟的故事吗？

在创作《青鸟》的过程里，真的是非常非常不容易才终于顺利把它產出。

本来以为开了新搞以后，（当初对于青鸟有满满的思绪，剧情发展可谓顺顺顺），就可以慢慢一天一天写到完结，但或许莫非定律总是这样吧？你越想怎样，就越不能怎样。

在故事开头进行不到三分之一，我忽然伤到了坐骨神经，无法经常久坐于电脑前，连一小时都不能超过，即使我想要忍痛继续都无法，只要超过时间，右边臀部就会剧烈疼痛，常常写不到一回就必须住手。

这对我而言是个非常严重的伤害，于是我花了快两个月的时间进出復健科，病情才渐渐好转，然而，困境并未因此结束。

由于这次《青鸟》里男女主的心情我都想要写出来，所以我给了自己新的挑战－－用第三人称的方式来创作。

因为从来没有接触过第三称的写法，加上并不是文科出生，光是思考形容词就花去了我大半的时间，思考的停 [seotag] => Array ( [0] => Array ( [id] => 29628 [name] => 《青鸟》 [url] => /novel/AUMAz_tag_.html ) ) [list] => Array ( [list] => Array ( [0] => Array ( [id] => 20197790 [title] => Chapter1 承彦 [volume] => [url] => /novel/vndMvx/fCpUbbUC.html ) [1] => Array ( [id] => 20197791 [title] => Chapter2 只能当你的垃圾桶吗？ [volume] => [url] => /novel/vndMvx/fCpUbbUp.html ) [2] => Array ( [id] => 20197792 [title] => Chapter3 敌不过的情敌 [volume] => [url] => /novel/vndMvx/fCpUbbUf.html ) [3] => Array ( [id] => 20197793 [title] => Chapter4 孽缘 [volume] => [url] => /novel/vndMvx/fCpUbbUz.html ) [4] => Array ( [id] => 20197794 [title] => Chapter5 原来我喜欢你 [volume] => [url] => /novel/vndMvx/fCpUbbUW.html ) [5] => Array ( [id] => 20197795 [title] => Chapter6 无法不管你 [volume] => [url] => /novel/vndMvx/fCpUbbUA.html ) [6] => Array ( [id] => 20197796 [title] => Chapter7 离情侣只差一点 [volume] => [url] => /novel/vndMvx/fCpUbbUd.html ) [7] => Array ( [id] => 20197797 [title] => 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