Ivanscowled, andallatonceturnedstrangelypale."Ah, you'vecaughtupyesterday'sphrase, whichsooffendedMiüsov—andwhichDmitripounceduponsona?vely, andparaphrased!" hesmiledqueerly."Yes, ifyoulike, 'everythingislawful' ''sversionisn'tbad."
Alyoshalookedathiminsilence.
"IthoughtthatgoingawayfromhereIhaveyouatleast," Ivansaidsuddenly, withunexpectedfeeling; "butnowIseethatthereisnoplaceformeeveninyourheart, , 'allislawful,' Iwon'trenounce—willyourenouncemeforthat, yes?"
Alyoshagotup, wenttohimandsoftlykissedhimonthelips.
"That'splagiarism," criedIvan, highlydelighted.", Alyosha, it'stimeweweregoing, bothofus."
Theywentout, butstoppedwhentheyreachedtheentranceoftherestaurant.
"Listen, Alyosha," Ivanbeganinaresolutevoice, "ifIamreallyabletocareforthestickylittleleavesIshallonlylovethem, 'senoughformethatyouaresomewherehere, andIshan'? 'senough, doyouhear, 'tgoawayto-morrow (IthinkIcertainlyshallgo) andwemeetagain, don', Iaskyouspecially, neverspeaktomeagain," headded, withsuddenirritation; "it'sallexhausted, ithasallbeensaidoverandoveragain, hasn'tit? AndI', Iwantto 'dashthecuptotheground,' whereverImaybeI'llcometohaveonemoretalkwithyou, eventhoughitwerefromAmerica, youmaybesureofthat.I', toseewhatyou''sratherasolemnpromise, , gonowtoyourPaterSeraphicus, , -by, kissmeoncemore; that'sright, nowgo."
, ', , , andhefeltalmostfrightened; , ."PaterSeraphicus—hegotthatnamefromsomewhere—wherefrom?" Alyoshawondered."Ivan, poorIvan, andwhenshallIseeyouagain?..., yes, thatheis, PaterSeraphicus, hewillsaveme—fromhimandforever!"
SeveraltimesafterwardshewonderedhowhecouldonleavingIvansocompletelyforgethisbrotherDmitri, thoughhehadthatmorning, onlyafewhoursbefore, sofirmlyresolvedtofindhimandnottogiveupdoingso, evenshouldhebeunabletoreturntothemonasterythatnight.
