"Letmego, yourexcellency, Ifeelveryill."
Andwiththesewords, withoutwaitingforpermission, , asthoughhehadreachedadecision, smiledslowly, andwentback.
"Iamlikethepeasantgirl, yourexcellency...? 'I'llstandupifIlike, andIwon'tifIdon't.' Theyweretryingtoputonhersarafantotakehertochurchtobemarried, andshesaid, 'I'llstandupifIlike, andIwon'tifIdon't.'...It'sinsomebookaboutthepeasantry."
"Whatdoyoumeanbythat?" thePresidentaskedseverely.
"Why, this," Ivansuddenlypulledoutarollofnotes."Here'sthemoney...thenotesthatlayinthatenvelope" (henoddedtowardsthetableonwhichlaythematerialevidence), "? , takethem."
TheusherofthecourttookthewholerollandhandedittothePresident.
"Howcouldthismoneyhavecomeintoyourpossessionifitisthesamemoney?" thePresidentaskedwonderingly.
"IgotthemfromSmerdyakov, fromthemurderer, yesterday...., notmybrother, ...Whodoesn'tdesirehisfather'sdeath?"
"Areyouinyourrightmind?" brokeinvoluntarilyfromthePresident.
"IshouldthinkIaminmyrightmind...inthesamenastymindasallofyou...asallthese...uglyfaces." Heturnedsuddenlytotheaudience."Myfatherhasbeenmurderedandtheypretendtheyarehorrified," hesnarled, withfuriouscontempt."! ....Iftherehadn'tbeenamurder, they''saspectacletheywant! ! Haveyouanywater? GivemeadrinkforChrist'ssake!" Hesuddenlyclutchedhishead.
, "'tbelievehim: hehasbrainfever." KaterinaIvanovnaroseimpulsivelyfromherseatand, rigidwithhorror, , strangesmile.
