"Gentlemenofthejury, Icannothelpdwellingonthisunexpectedtraitintheprisoner', 'sbloodforhersake! Itistruethatthebloodhehadshedwasalreadycryingoutforvengeance, for, afterhavingruinedhissoulandhislifeinthisworld, hewasforcedtoaskhimselfatthatsameinstantwhathewasandwhathecouldbenowtoher, tothatbeing, dearertohimthanhisownsoul, incomparisonwiththatformerloverwhohadreturnedpenitent, withnewlove, tothewomanhehadoncebetrayed, withhonorableoffers, , lucklessman, whatcouldhegivehernow, whatcouldheofferher? "Karamazovfeltallthis, knewthatallwayswerebarredtohimbyhiscrimeandthathewasacriminalundersentence, andnotamanwithlifebeforehim! , which, toamanofKaramazov'scharacter, , asheran, hepulledoutofhispocketthemoney, forthesakeofwhichhehadstainedhishandswithhisfather', , Karamazovwouldshoothimselfanditshouldberemembered! Tobesure, hewasapoetandhadburntthecandleatbothendsallhislife.'Toher, toher! andthere, oh, thereIwillgiveafeasttothewholeworld, suchasneverwasbefore, thatwillberememberedandtalkedoflongafter! Inthemidstofshoutsofwildmerriment, recklessgypsysongsanddancesIshallraisetheglassanddrinktothewomanIadoreandhernew-foundhappiness! Andthen, onthespot, atherfeet, Ishalldashoutmybrainsbeforeherandpunishmyself! ShewillrememberMityaKaramazovsometimes, shewillseehowMityalovedher, shewillfeelforMitya!'
