"IknowyouwouldalllikeittobeZhutchka.I'veheardallaboutit." Kolyasmiledmysteriously."Listen, Karamazov, I''swhatIcamefor; that'swhatIaskedyoutocomeoutherefor, toexplainthewholeepisodetoyoubeforewegoin," hebeganwithanimation."Yousee, Karamazov, , youknowwhatourpreparatoryclassis—, and, ofcourse, , buthewouldn'tgiveintothem; , , hisbreechesweretoosmallforhim, ; ', , buttheyadoreme, doyouknow, Karamazov?" Kolyaboastedimpulsively; "butIamalwaysfondofchildren.I'vetwochickensinmyhandsathomenow—that', theboywasproud; butintheendhebecameslavishlydevotedtome: hedidmyslightestbidding, obeyedmeasthoughIwereGod, , andI', ; butthat''smyfancy, that', 'tIdevelophimifIlikehim? Hereyou, Karamazov, —todevelopthem, tobeofusetothem, andIassureyouthistraitinyourcharacter, whichIknewbyhearsay, , , andyouknowIhaveapositivehatredofthissheepishsentimentality, , too: hewasproud, buthewasslavishlydevotedtome, andyetallatoncehiseyeswouldflashandhe'drefusetoagreewithme; he'dargue, ; Icouldseethatitwasnotsomuchthathedisagreedwiththeideas, butthathewassimplyrebellingagainstme, , inordertotrainhimproperly, thetendererhewas, : , tolickhimintoshape, tomakeamanofhim...andbesides...nodoubt, , notbecauseofmycoldness, butforsomethingelse, , whowasfootmantoyourlatefather—itwasbeforehisdeath, ofcourse—andhetaughtthelittlefoolasillytrick—thatis, abrutal, , tostickapininit, andthrowittooneofthosehungrydogswhosnapupanythingwithoutbitingit, , thatshaggydogthere', thoughitbarkedallday.(Doyoulikethatstupidbarking, Karamazov? Ican'tstandit.) Soitrushedatthebread, swallowedit, andbegantosqueal; itturnedroundandroundandranaway, ', , 'Heranawaysquealing': , 'tquitestraightforward, andpretendedtobemoreindignantperhapsthanIwas.'You'vedoneanastything,' Isaid, ''ttellofit, ofcourse, butIshallhavenothingmoretodowithyouforatime.I'llthinkitoverandletyouknowthroughSmurov'—that'stheboywho'sjustcomewithme; he'salwaysreadytodoanythingforme—'whetherIwillhaveanythingtodowithyouinthefutureorwhetherIgiveyouupforgoodasascoundrel.' 'dgonetoofarasIspoke, , ', ifIsawsignsofrepentance, ? HeheardSmurov'smessage, hiseyesflashed.'TellKrassotkinfromme,' hecried, 'thatIwillthrowbreadwithpinstoallthedogs—all—allofthem!' 'Sohe'.' AndIbegantotreathimwithcontempt; ? , seeingI'dgivenhimup, setonhimandtauntedhim, shouting, 'Wispoftow, wispoftow!' Andhehadsoonregularskirmisheswiththem, , , Iswear, Idon'trememberthatIlaughed; itwasquitetheotherway, Ifeltawfullysorryforhim, 'tknowwhathefancied; buthepulledoutapenknife, rushedatme, andstruckatmythigh, ''tmindowningIampluckysometimes, , asthoughtosay, 'Thisishowyourepayallmykindness! Doitagain, ifyoulike, I'matyourservice.' Buthedidn'tstabmeagain; hebrokedown, hewasfrightenedatwhathehaddone, hethrewawaytheknife, burstoutcrying, , ofcourse, andImadethemallkeepquiet, soitshouldn'''dbeenthrowingstonesandhadbittenyourfinger—butyouunderstandnowwhatastatehewasin! Well, itcan'tbehelped: itwasstupidofmenottocomeandforgivehim—thatis, tomakeitupwithhim—'vetoldyouallaboutit...butI'mafraiditwasstupidofme."
