佚名/Anonymous
"." Unpreparedforthedoctor'sgrimprognosis, Iheardhiswordsfallheavilyonmyears, , Ifelthopelessthen.
, , -needsteacherand "onthego" bynature, Icouldn'timaginebeingconfined, letaloneaninvalid.
Lyinginmybedmotionlessandrelyingonprayer, 'dbeencheerfuloneveryvisit, .
Justmaybe, Ithought, '—it'sthattraitthatkeptmegoingthroughthetoughestchallengeofmylife.
Itdidn'' lastrounds, I''tfitintomyplans.
Atfirst, , afraidoffalling, , 'twinanygymnasticscompetitions, 'dseenmestrugglingonmyown.
OncesureIcouldreturnmyselftothebedfromthewheelchair, , theyweren': Iwouldn'tsayanythingaboutmysecrettherapysessions, andtheykeptquietaswell.
Everynightinmyprivateroom, assoonasIknewIwouldn'tbeinterruptedordiscovered, Iwouldmaneuvermyselffromthebedtothefloor, holdingontothebedrailfordearlife, , : , playingdodgeballatrecess, anddrivingagain—grandiosedreamstobesure, butIknewonethingforcertain: therewouldcomeadaywhenthewheelchairwouldbegoneandIwouldwalk.
, beforemysonarrivedforhisregularvisit, , , , , thefear, andthestrugglefadedasIheardthewordsIhadlongedtohear, "Mommy, youcanwalk!"
Iamnowabletowalkalone, .
“你再也不能走路了，你得坐轮椅。”医生残酷的“判决”如五雷轰顶，几乎将我击晕。我毫无心理准备，那一刻，一种从未有过的绝望感袭上心头。
那场灾难性的车祸使我不省人事，生命垂危。醒来时，我发现两条腿都打着石膏，为了帮助髋骨和骨盆愈合，我的左腿被牵引起来。虽然身上还有其他更严重的伤，但最令我担心的还是这两条腿。我是一位特种需求的教师，且天生好动，我无法想象自己被困在轮椅上的情形，更别说要成为残疾了。
我躺在**不能动弹，只能默默祈祷。我就想，怎样让我10岁的儿子对他妈妈的康复怀有希望呢？每次他来看我，都很高兴，但我仍能从他眼中读到恐惧。他一定对妈妈即将成为一个彻底的残疾人有所预料，这种打击对他来说太沉重了。他需要希望的曙光：妈妈不会永远待在轮椅上。
