“No, it’sallright.” Dadpattedmyhand.“, ’llbecompanyforyouandyou’’’tintendtospendtherestofmylifesittinghere!”
Itwasthefirsttimeinmonthshe’.
“Icouldn’tgofaratfirst,” hewenton.“ButifIgraduallybuildupmystrength...”
, hewaslaughing.
, ’.
Infact, inastrangeway, SadieseemedtotakeoverwhereMegleftoff.
Daddidn’ttakeheroutofthegarden, buthe’dwalkupanddownwithher, ’dgazeupathim, entranced.
YesterdaymarkedtheanniversaryofMeg’.
Thechildrenplantedsomesnowdropsbeneaththecherrytree, .
ThenthemiracleI’’sleaddownfromitshook.
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“Right, anyonecomingforawalk?”
He’.
“I’llcome.” Matthewgrabbedforhiscoat.
“Andme.” LaurawasalreadypushingherarmsintothesleevesofherJacket.
Istoodatthewindowandwatchedtheirslowprogressdowntheroad, DadinthemiddleholdingtighttoSadie’slead, , .
Iheldmybreath, thenrealizedhe’dstoppedbecausehewaslaughing! .
Ihurriedtothehall, pulledmycoatfromthepegandranoutside.
“Dad!” Iyelled.
Theystoppedandturned.
“Dad,” Icalledagain, feelingallofsixyearsold.“CanIcome?”
“Themorethemerrier,” hecalledbackandheldouthisarms, justlikeheusedtowhenIwasalittlegirl.
Irantohim, heartpounding, knowingthatthistimehewouldn’tbeabletoliftmeandwhirlmeround.
Butasheenfoldedmeinhisarmsandhuggedmeclose, thefeelingwaseverybitasgood.
“Welcomeback, Dad,” Iwhispered, andhehuggedmeeventighter.
我一生中最难的事莫过于与梅格的诀别。当我需要它时,它总是来到我的身边,它已成为我生命的一部分。
过去15年里,它一直是我最亲密的朋友,与我同欢乐,共悲伤。
它目睹了我一生中的许多事:结婚、离异、生子、失去母亲以及伺候久病的父亲。
在花园角落里的一棵开满鲜花的樱桃树下,我们安葬了它,那里曾是它最喜欢去的地方。马修用木头做了一个小十字架,劳拉则用红彩笔认真地把它的名字写在上面。
在这种情况下,朋友们总会提出各种建议,其中最多的就是让我再养一条狗。可是梅格这样的朋友是任何狗都无法取代的。