NosoonerdidIhearthevoicethanawrinkle-faced, six-foot-tall, white-hairedpogostickofamanwasgreetingusatthedoor, swoopinghisbig, openhandandstrongarmacrossthedoorway, invitingusin, “I’, , comein.”
WhenBeauheardCharlie’sfriendly, enthusiasticvoice, hisentirebodywentintohiscustomarywaggingfrenzyandleanagainstyourthighposition, waitingforapetting, , afrailbutlivelyeighty, violet-hairedEmmasatinbed, smiling, , andBeau, leashedandalwaysobedient, wasuponthebedlyingdownbesideher, , Max, , accordingtoCharlie, wasthespittingimageofBeau.
Thenextdoor, room114, washometoKatherine, , hugs, , , herbacktowardus, slouchedover, facingtheviewlesswindow.
, hewasatherleftside, , , , , hislongchinrestingonherlap.
IfyouknewBeau, you’, .Whentheclockchimed2:30p.m., Irushedtosaygood-bye, stoodupandpulledthereluctantBeauout.
IaskedoneofthenurseswhyKatherinewascatatonic.“Wedon’.”
Allthewonderfulpeopleandanimalswhoblessedmylifeflashedinfrontofmyeyes, , .
EveryMondaythereafter, BeauandImadeourroundstothehospitalityroom, stoppingtomakespecialvisitsinroom112tovisitCharlieandEmma, —CharliewavingusinandEmmapattingthebed, waitingforBeau’slicks, , sittingdesolately, nosignoflifeexceptforhershallowbreathing.
, notcontentwithjust “being” , meditativedog, teachingmehowto “be” andlovequietly, assuming “theposition” forthefifteenminuteswesatateachvisit.
Onourfourthvisit, IwasreadytobypassKatherine’sroom, ’sroomandtookhisfamiliarposeonherleftside, , butsinceIhadabusinessmeetinglaterintheafternoonwithwhichIwaspreoccupied, , Iremainedquiet, ’, hewouldn’tbudge.
’shandwentuptothetopofBeau’, ’scustomaryresponseofnosenuzzlingandincreasedbodywagging, hecontinuedtostandlikeastatue, nevermovingfromhisspot.
Isatbackdowninsilentshock, andforthenexttenpreciousminutes, reveledinthestreamoflifeflowingbetweenKatherine’shandandBeau’-pasttwo, markingtheendofourfifteenminutes, Katherine’shandgentlyslidbackintoherlap, andBeauturnedtowalkoutofthedoor.
It’’vegivenup, , surelyIcantoo.
每周一下午2点,我和博都要去密尔沃基东北部的银泉康复中心,为住在那里的老人们进行一小时的宠物治疗。我们穿过走廊走向接待室,与每位相遇的人打招呼。在接待室里休养的人都会过来爱抚博—— 一只活泼可爱的德国短毛猎犬。他今年10岁,体重99磅,很招人喜欢。你们很难想象,8年前,这只狗来到我家门阶上,被打得伤痕累累,一见到人就吓得仰躺在地,四脚朝天,抬起腿来就撒尿,直到人们抚摸它,柔声细语地安慰它,它才会有安全感。
在我们第一次拜访康复中心,路经淡黄色的1号走廊时,从112号房间里传出一位老人激动的声音,带着浓重的德国口音:“玛,玛,来了一条德国狗!这里,有只德国狗!”
随即,一位皱纹满面、约6英尺高的白发瘦高老人出现在门口,他张开有力的双臂,伸出大手,邀我们进去。“我是查理,这是我的妻子埃玛。请进,请进。”