SincethedaylastweekwhenIfirstreadyourpoems, IquitelaughtorememberhowIhavebeenturningandturningagaininmymindwhatIshouldbeabletotellyouoftheireffectuponme, forinthefirstflushofdelightIthoughtIwouldthisoncegetoutofmyhabitofpurelypassiveenjoyment, whenIdoreallyenjoy, andthoroughlyjustifymyadmiration—perhapseven, asaloyalfellow-craftsmanshould, tryandfindfaultanddoyousomelittlegoodtobeproudofhereafter!—butnothingcomesofitall—sointomehasitgone, andpartofmehasitbecome, thisgreatlivingpoetryofyours, notaflowerofwhichbuttookrootandgrew—Oh, howdifferentthatisfromlyingtobedriedandpressedflat, andprizedhighly, andputinabookwithaproperaccountattopandbottom, andshutupandputaway...andthebookcalledaFlora, besides!
Afterall, Ineednotgiveupthethoughtofdoingthat, too, intime, becauseevennow, talkingwithwhoeverisworthy, Icangiveareasonformyfaithinoneandanotherexcellence, thefreshstrangemusic, theaffluentlanguage, theexquisitepathosandtruenewbravethought; butinthisaddressingmyselftoyou—yourownself, andforthefirsttime, myfeelingrisesaltogether.
Ido, asIsay, —reallyseeingyou? "WouldyouliketoseeMissBarrett?" thenhewenttoannounceme—thenhereturned...youweretoounwell, andnowitisyearsago, andIfeelasatsomeuntowardpassageinmytravels, asifIhadbeenclose, soclose, tosomeworld's—wonderinchapelorcrypt, onlyascreentopushandImighthaveentered, buttherewassomeslight, soitnowseems, slightandjustsufficientbartoadmission, andthehalf-openeddoorshut, andIwenthomemythousandsofmiles, andthesightwasnevertobe?
Well, thesePoemsweretobe, andthistruethankfuljoyandpridewithwhichIfeelmyself,
Yourseverfaithfully,
RobertBrowning
NewCross, Hatcham, Surrey.
(January10th, 1845)
亲爱的芭蕾特小姐:
我真是从内心深处喜欢你的诗。亲爱的芭蕾特小姐,我现在绝不是在给你写一封随随便便的恭维信,它绝非为了敷衍,也绝非顺口夸耀你的才华,它的确是我心悦诚服的自然流露。
一个星期前的今天,我第一次读到你的诗篇,然后就一直在反复琢磨,能对你谈点什么感受,现在想起这件事,仍不免哑然失笑。当时,我心里感到一阵狂喜,我想:这次我要打破以前的旧习,不能像平时真正欣赏一首诗那样,只是单纯而被动地享受,而要清楚地说出自己欣赏的理由来。我也许该像一个忠实的同行应做的那样,试着挑出些毛病来,以期对你有所裨益,尽到一个忠实的同行应尽的责任,日后我也好脸上有光啊!结果却是一无所得。于是,你那些生机勃勃而格调高雅的诗,就被我吸收和消化了,就像一朵鲜花在我心田扎根、生长。啊,这样的一朵花,放在那里被晾干、压扁,受到人们的珍爱,夹在书本里,书页的两头还有说明性的文字,然后,被合上珍藏起来……而且,那本书还被人称做《花苑》呢!这将是多么不可思议的一件事啊!